| | well i guess what i really desire is a community that seeks to be transparent with each other all the time. but thats virtually impossible unless it is small enough where that can happen. but then at the same time i want more than just 6 people to be in my community. i want all my friends and all the people i love to be there. i want everyone! i want a community of 50 people who are all willing to love, live, and die for each other. but is that too idealistic? i know you can get 6 people to that point but that takes months. how long would it take for even 20 people? plus people come and go especially at our age! i should be in more prayer but i find my thinking turns off my prayer. but thats ok. i just need more discipline. ok i digress. so i guess what i want is idealistic and rather impossible but at the same time my soul (i think its my soul) tells me it would be awesome and that it can happen. so which is it? and how does this work? jesus...you gotta tell me. |
| | Posted 4/10/2005 8:08 PM - 5 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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